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"Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you"

Okay so yeah, Wade is the best thing to happen to me since I don't know when. =] I had my mind made up when I came to Reidland to be popular. Well I'm on my way home sweet home. (I hope) It makes me happy the fact that I've got the captain of the soccer team. He is hot! So the girls stare. It makes me happy that he chose me. Little ol'' Chelsea. When I went to Tilghman, I was a nobody. I was made of fun of, my best friend was a grade below me and we faught a lot. I went thru a mild heartbreak, when my first boyfriend broke up with me. Then I had a redneck boyfriend. Afterthat, I was just made fun of some more. Then I didnt play softball last year, and that killed me. I played volleyball last year, but all that was WAS drama!!! yuck I hate conflicted stupid drama. But anyways I wanted a new start and so I came here. Well the first day I was scared because, they said I wasnt enrolled. UHOH! So at the time was talking to TJ Gaines. Well ugh, I was on crack maybe... I guess I dunno. The I walked into my pottery class and there was Wade talking to Haley. I thought they were a couple. Weird now I guess hahaha..haha.hah. And I was wanting him so badly even without knowing his name. He looked at me and asked me where I was from. I told him Tilghman. LATER THAT DAY.... He walked me basically to my next class and we talked. I knew he was the one, I just didnt wanta believe it.

Now today, I've been with him as a couple for almost a month and I am in love with him. I can tell that I am. And he tells me he's in love with ME!! He kisses me on my head before we leave each other in school, he holds me close and he kisses me like I've never been kissed before. Today he told a guy to move out of the way "His girlfriend was talking to him." In front of Cody and Kyle. (Cody = shorter hair, Kyle = fauhawk) sorry that's the only way I can remember which twin is which. And I just can't explain how I feel right now.

-TO WADE. IF YOU'LL EVER READ THIS, .....

so this is monday?

 well thursday i met my boyfriends parents, they seemed kewl. which is good and they got along with my parents. homecoming was so much fun.

ill write later mrs. benton's looking at me ...

okay so yesterday i was pretty pissed off at everything. well okay so he didnt go and he held me for a long time. and told me everything i wanted to hear. so im in a great great mood today. except for in my 1st class today, this mixed whigger girl like stared a hole into my side.... which kinda made me mad and weirded out. but anyways wade and i are going to celebrate our one month together sunday and i am really excited!/

ttyl

well today. is a good day.

but yeah. so in a couple days itll be a month for me and wade yay. im glad that we have already came this far. some people don't even make it this far. my last relationship was only 6 months and his was just 3 years...../././

i wished that we could get on facebook in here. it makes me so mad that we can't even get on xanga.com

so anyways homecoming was great and we drove around town, with the seats heated. haha. and we went to arby's also. we're dorks. but yeah, so i am sitting in accounting && finance talking to sarah sexton. (um schaff and wade would kill me right now) ... but yeah. so i am so tired, because last night i had a headache and couldnt sleep. and my eyes feel allegyish. humm, omg i am really wanting to have like french fries from hammerhead freds. (in panama city) 

humm. wade said that he is in love with me.!

i miss heather.! and she misses me.! wow we've stiil managed to stay as close as we were.