love.laughter.random.kisses.

If you go away
On this summer day
Then you might as well
Take the sun away
All the birds that flew
In the summer sky
When our love was new
And our hearts were high
And the day was young
And the nights were long
And the moon stood still
For the night bird's song

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees
And worship the wind

But if you go
I'll understand
Leave me just enough love
To fill up my hand


If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you will
You must tell the world
To stop turning
'til you return again
If you ever do
For what good is love
Without loving you?
Can I tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
'til the next hello

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a night
Like no night has been
Or will be again
I'll sail on your smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes
That I love so much

But if you go
I won't cry
Though the good is gone
From the word goodbye

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you must
There is be nothing left
In this world to trust
Just an empty room
Full of empty space
Like the empty look
I see on your face
And I'd been the shadow
Of your shadow
If you might have kept me
By your side

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

so today is senior night. which is totally sad because my babys a senior and i am going to probably meet his parents tonight. wow. this is a major big deal to me. like so much is riding on this. he's already met my parents so its okay with them. and my parents are also going to meet shane and diane boss. which i am soo nervous about. sorry i havent wrote in a couple of days, i have been terribly sick and missed school. i didnt get on my laptop at home so i have no entries. which is my fault totally. i got my hair re-done yesterday afternoon, it's black underneath with red and blonde highlights. its really cute, totally set for fall and winter seasons. ive got my homecoming dress also last night. its black and white super cute and super cleavage. so wade will be happy, at least i hope.

today was decades day for homecoming week: so i wore 80s clothes. a david bowie seethru shirt, white cami, mini mini skirt, black ballet shoes, big rainbow earrings, bangles, rainbow heart leggings, and white leg warmers. i think it looks cute. ill take a picture of me in it and clip it to this entry haha. so today was the first day ive ever seen candace shaw and schaeffan king together. which was weird because she's mixed and he's totally white. but anyways idk. so there is this thing i havent yet to tell anybody but wade himself. i am in love with him and i can't help but miss him when he walks away. yes, it is crazy to fall this fast (august 11, september 11,) so ive known him for over a month now. but still, i love him.

so like i am really bored right now! and ive got the hiccups! and so yeah, by the way i am really bored if your wondering why i am still writing. so ms. benton that biotch freaking gave me a 57 out of 100 pts. for my computer skills! omg i hate her.

What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really want to say I can't define. Well it's love, that I need, oh , but my
soul will have to- Sublime.!

Haha.

 That's me and Wade's favorite song.! Every now and then you can catch one of us singing (or whistling) to this song.

I absolutely love it. I am wishing this class would go by a little faster than it is, because me && Wade are gonna hang out after school at my house . (YAY) and he doesnt have soccer practice because of the weekend tournament. I am really glad about that. but anyways i just got my picture  taken for the freaking yearbook in my pajama's. See this is homecoming week and today was pajama day. tomorrow's camo day which i am not gonna wear any camo to school. wed-is sports day (which we wear our favorite sports teams clothing.) thursday is my day to shine! (80s day) i am so excited about that one you just dont even know.! i miss heather because we would have had a blast with this week. but anyways i am thinking about letting her know about this site so we can keep in touch better than we already are.!

"When your sick, death do us part?"

 So I am sick (blah) and I am sitting here in class. Bored, mad, and wishing Wade was in here with me. But he isnt, he's in english class. =[ yeah i am sad about that.

so this past weekend!

Friday night Wade left for his tournament. Which made me sad. But we were able to hang out on Saturday!! But it was at a mt. bike 12 hour event. This is a list of who was there: The Scelzi's, Taylor and Benita, Bill Moore, TJ and Tooder, Me and Wade, Macey, Marky, Dana and Nathan, Tom, Justin, Brian, The Harrisons, Kendra and Shawn, Landon and Cami, Ross and Kenzie, and Steve. WOW!! Drama.

So anyways. Richard and I spoke (shocker) Marky asked Macey where her competition was for TJ (which I was, but I am so0o0 over TJ) My dad has a heat stroke. I left with Wade.

Thats my weekend.!

luve!

But Who's gonna be your soulmate.?

Well okay so today is me && Wade's two week anniversary.! YAY (well I'm happy &&.. so is he!) But anyways, last nite Wade won last nite against Hickman Co. (--they are totally whigger hicks/dicks) they pushed Schaeffin down five times last nite. humm. Well dead leg Logan also got to play. Hehe! He actually did good. I am so0o0o proud of those boys.!

But anyways last night hit home hard. Rachel was there (Wade's ex-girlfriend of three years). She's pretty, tall, and blond. Well while I'm short, brown headed/ with blond and red, and cute. Well anyways. She was there and so was her cloneys* Jones, Candace, and that one girl that's really ugly. Oh wait which one is that? But anyways! So like Rachael, Jericca, and Sarah were there. And when they seen me it was all like "WE LOVE YOU" and "Hey Chelsea." It made me feel very good about myself, not just because it was in front of her. So yeah! I think that was awesome. I don't understand why girls give me go to hell looks when I have never done anything to them.

Today was and is great, mainly because I love Wade and Wade loves me! Oh yeah and Sarah Sexton lied again about Schaeffin., which kinda makes me laugh and get pissed at the same time. Because he is one of my friends now and I dont like the fact she did that to him. Honestly she also said she was pregnant by Rachel's big brother Lee. (Weird) But oh well it's my first year here so I don't know what to believe except for WADE, AUSTON, AND JESSICA. Oh and um who else.. Ryan too. But yeah, I think this is totally way off track in what young forever means. I have to explain?

Well when I am with Wade I feel like I am gonna be young forever. . . .

so okay.

I am supposed to be doing an activity for my word processing class, but jeeze it's soo boring in here once we're done with our regular classwork. I am going to Wade's game tonight, they should win(against Hickman*) me and mom are going. My dads like riding tonight with the guys so yah! EEWW. There is this ungodly smell in the back of the room. I think its the kid beside me haha.

OMG! I can't wait til fall break. But anyways I will get on here later.

The reason is because I am is because Wade's soccer will be over and I will be able to spend as much time as I want with him, if he wants it!

Luve!

Hey! I'm Chelsea.

I live in Paducah. Kentucky. It is a hick town and I really sometimes hate it.

But there are perks: Wade, Mall, Starbucks, Lake, Family, Friends.

I am a *jUnIoR* at Reidland High School. (I used to go Paducah Tilghman/ I hated it there.)

I have an awesome family. I am the only child!! hehe = ]

i HAVE the greatest boyfriend ever! *Wade*

I have two cats Lily Ily and Muffin Stuffin (Lily's just a kitten, but Muffin's an ol' bat)

I play softball &&... volleyball (Softball was my life, Isn't now though)

I hate drama. It's not very fun!*

I am left handed. Which is kewl.!

I am pure and innocent. And an awesome Christian!

I love music &&.. writing lyrics

I am an awful nervous reck when I meet people.

Oh yeah, I am shy and sometimes irritable if I have a headache.

If I don't talk a lot it's because I'm worried, stressed, or sick.

I love to read, books that make me laugh, and cry.

I hate when I am so0o0 tired I am hyper.

I love staying up late with Wade when he's at my house.

I could live for a million years just knowing he loves me.

I love The OC, One Tree Hill, and of course Beverly Hill 90210.!

I am a soap opera reject.

I sing in the shower.

&& I snort when I laugh.

(I am writing this while I am suppose to be in typing class.)